Understanding Survival - Part 1

Max Raoy Gron says:

It’s my Bible app on my phone, my book by Rene Descartes, and book one of “Either/Or”, and my phone itself that’s part of my survival, which is hard to wrap my head around because I have only a little bit of any survival, the inconsistencies, ironically are the main form to which I survive, I usually survive as an irregular, changing, even distinctive person, and it took a very long time for the individual in me, even the freakiness, to die, e.g. I survive now as a regular person, a slightly changed, listening to my housemate say that he changed, using that as a guide for myself to change, sort of person, there’s a little more change for me to do, but of survival, irrational as it’s thought to be, most of us are rational people who don’t kill ourselves or one another, happy, rational, and in addition to the rationality, being regular, having routines, this advanced video isn’t itself scary, what’s scary is my identity dying, being too much different to the self of mine in my twenties when I ordered, as at the time it was new to me because it was introduced to me as a vegetarian, a decaf soy latte, is it irrational to order such a thing? Does it have stupid or unreasoned intentions? No, the intention is to add an explanation that if you’re a regular vegetarian you drink a decaf soy latte, that’s what rationality is, it’s an explanation for your existence, not surviving isn’t rational to me, is it rational to be a murderer? No, it’s not, even though it’s not rational to let people steal your stuff and be happy about it. Criminal activity is the bastardry that rationality has put in its head is sensible, sensible? And what about drugs, is it rational for a doctor to inject drugs in your arm? No, it’s highly irrational, there’s no reason why you should take drugs, it’s irrational to even take a prescription, but doctors don’t care about rationality, more importantly they don’t care about the real truth, the truth that you’re just normal, being a plain, simple person, that truth is scary to weird people, they don’t want to hear the truth, directly, that normality is regularity, being habitual, routines and that it’s common, being the same as everyone else, and therefore identical, that’s scary to an individual, they want to twist the definition to make it mean that you’re weird, that you’re inconsistent, and change, they can’t handle the truth about normality, being thus a result of being a boring, unchanging person is scary to them. That’s how most people survive, but I suppose for a change to take place, some book, some diet perhaps, some sources, even some exercise, has to be added to my ego to change it, as is the case of the video on how to change your life, which is more suited to my needs, not surviving is a bit extreme, I only want a little change, not a big change.

Maxiwrong says:

He uses a bad analogy, news flash, you’re not a cloud! Persisting as I did, and that I have to survive somehow, but I need to make changes to my life. My music is only a certain rock music, blues music, L.E.J, The Corrs, Irish folk music, and classical music to name a few. I define my identity as mainly a philosopher and also a conventional man, eating healthy. My whole identity’s too numerous to describe it, I’m also a wino, and a very good typist. Virtual partition, eh? I’m not that good at recalling things, or thinking so I don’t fail to recall, as I have difficulty even recalling to use the key for my bedroom door in my house. If rationality’s trying to destroy me then forget it, there’s no warmth in Leo’s teachings, there’s no matter, everything’s spirit. Nothing’s physical.