Why Valuable Things Require Development Over Time
By Leo Gura - August 31, 2021 | 7 Comments
The mindset for long-term investment in yourself
Leo! Your eyedropper analogy left me speechless. Amazing episode, thank you for all you do!
hitler also developed sth over time and changed things, he also had an agenda. zero tolerance for developing a fascistoid agenda while teaching spirituality. he probably also did not have an ideology about it, did he? does an ideology about testing on that stuff make it worse than without? so the ideology is what is to condamn? not the action on metaphysics? so what is an ideology?
So, going back to Solipsism, is Leo the actual conscious person and I’m just a bit player being the audience so he has someone to talk to?
Or am I the conscious person and I created Leo to help me remember / learn all of this?
Perhaps both possibilities are true? We both exist in different universes and there is a connection between the two.
In Leo’s universe I’m the patient audience member (also Leo) watching these videos so that Leo can make 10’s of $1000’s over time.
In my universe, I’ve tapped into myself as Leo to remind and teach myself.
I’m going with that until I know differently.
Wow. The end is pretty harsh on the “elderly”. I don’t regret jack-shit sir. I’ve had a great life! And while Leo was pounding his pud until age 19 I was getting more ass than a toilet seat at age 14!
And for me, this is the perfect time to begin working on my spiritual practice. I’ll be retired by Sept. with a paid-off home in one of the most beautiful settings I’ve ever seen. And hours everyday to meditate, fast, hike, (fish) live completely in the NOW and even take shrooms if I want.
It takes a whole lot of wasting my time to eliminate the humiliation from my life, lots of time and wasted effort went into that; that, of course, makes my life a failure and a waste of time. Of course people are going to be jealous, humiliating the fucking hell out of me, of all that development of improving my life, the same evils haven’t changed, being gaslit and insulted, all that fucking shit from my housemate, whatever’s the best I create they’re jealous, and what I create, good and whatnot, turns out to be unappreciated and they call me selfish, selfish my fuckin’ arse!, I was helping people out, not loving myself, but loving others, not allowing any kind of a disruption in my life, my life’s shit, people, especially old people, are giving me, who’s 41 years, a hard time, I knew it was going to turn out evil, as everything does, I’m ashamed to get out of bed in the morning, saving all that money is a long, slow effort, when I get that money I’ll go to a better place, but wine I have to hand, my housemate made me this way!
I found that I’m a person, I do personal things. On the other hand it’s a lot of trouble talking to some mean middle-aged and old men, when they’re always angry, this is why I don’t talk to anyone, as for such things I didn’t ask for this, and I didn’t ask for hot water to burn. The trouble is life is sleaze a little bit, I specifically asked for no sleaze, in making reality, I see it’s rebelling, my life is always those simple things I’ll list: drinking coffee mixed in wine, or the wine itself with cola, eating my breakfast, philosophising, taking phone calls, that’s some of the things I do, I don’t have “evil” plans to get you, it’s not about you. Furthermore I can’t get weary enough of people projecting, nobody cares, they care to bring food on the table and about pay day, and that’s it.